Complicated Orders

I’m hungry.

As in the deep kind.

“What hurts?” the doctor would say.

Jesus christ, I dunno.

It’s why I’m here.

I’ll try though–

This is about my head,

(I call it head hunger)

It’s a bit like body hunger,

if that helps you understand.

You see it’s either:

“Aware of lacking” or

“Aware of more.”

Mine is not the

“Take me to the moon” type.

It is the “Remember how the moon looked yesterday?” type.

Do you get it?


I’m so bad at explaining things.

“What are you hungry for?” I ask myself.

Jesus christ, I dunno.

It’s why I’m writing.

Remember how the moon looked yesterday?

How wonderful it would be,

To be there again.